::Incy Wincy Spider::

ni lah dia menatang yg sgt dhia obsessedkan..
=)
smpi mama dia dh ikut suke dgn menatang cmy biru itu..

::Happy 5mnths Old My Dear..::

dhia is turn 2 five mnths 2day!!
juz felling like "owh..cptnye ms berlalu..anak daraku dh mkn membesar!!"
n sometimes feel like "hmmm..if dhia cpt bsr, cpt la hlg manja n bau baby dhia tu syg.."
kalo la blh dhia still baby camni, kn bgs..dpt mama gomol2 dhia tiap ms..=(

my dear darling



pg td bgn je dr tdo, dhia sebut emmaaaa..mammaammaaaa..mamammaaaaa..huhu..

even benda tu maybe coincidentally, but as her mom mama rs sgt terharu n happy=)

anak mama dh pndi pggl mama ye syg..

pastu tb2 dhia ckp "mammaaaammmmm.."..haha..sbb dia nmpk mama dia tgh buat susu kt dia..sabau je la shayang mama nih..

let me list how far does dhia goes..

1) sgt byk mlt..suke mama smbng dgn dia..

2) obsessed of "incy wincy spider song" in youtube

3) pantang tgk mama bkak pc, dia nk join sm..*atlast mama t'paksa bkak vid kartun dia*

4) xblh tgk org membaca..xkire mag, newpaper or either katalog-sehelai-je-pon..

   *akan melalak selagi dia xdpt pegang atau konyokkan kertas tu*

5) dh pndi sgt meniarap..tp rajin ngelat..pntang menerap, dia golek tdo blk..

    haishhh..manyak pndi ini bdak..

6) mama start 2 experimental dhia with "growell"..seems like she not-too-like-it

7) say no to her stroller unless being straight-it-up her seat=P

n list goes on n on..

how cheeky is you la shayang..

mama dh xrase sunyi if papa pegi keje..

mama dh ade "baby alive" mama tk main2..huhuhuuuu..

ops..papa jgn terase

HAPPY 5 MONTHS OLD BDAY MY DEAR!!

::Baby Room::

salam all..
it was such a relief when having a "baby room" inside da shopping mall rite??
org x susah2 n malu2 nk breastfed ank dpn org ramai lalu lalang..
or sng nk tkr diaper ank if diorang poo2 or watever..
atau lbh best lg sbb dlm "baby room" siap ade water dispenser 4 those yg nk buat susu..
xdela ank korang melalak2 smpi havoc 1 shopping mall sbb lapau nk susu n mak bapak lpe nk bwk air pns=P
so far, i juz knowing dat jusco having dis facility..both jusco bandar mlaka n also da old one..jusco lame xleh lwn baby room jusco br yg sgt lawa n comfort itu..huhu
jom kite tgk..cik dhia b'gmbr suke suki di situ..

slalunye baby room shopping mall located b'dekatan dgn baby's area..

cntk kn??ni baby room jj bandar mlaka yg br bkak feb lalu..pic taken from da main entrence..furnished with my-fav-katak ijau kaler=)

tp baby room dia comey jek..ok la tu kn??

hv two changing tables n nursing rooms..nursing room di sebelah knn ye..xsmpt nk snap seme pon..

dhia ske tgk walpaper yg cute2 itu

gemuknye nmpk dhia dlm pic ni!!

comey kan blk ni??cam ddk xnk kuar je rase..

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ok, kat bw ni plak pic dhia dkt jj lame..

dia ngamuk nk susu..trs klam kbt papa dgn mama cari tmpt nk sumbat susu kat dia..bl dh ade anak ni br la korang tau bersyukur time ade tmpt2 camni yeee..

dl time muda mudi xpnh nak ambik tau pn pasal baby room sgala benda kan..yg tau dtg shopping mall nk berdating jek..=P

tu la dia..hdp kne belajar=P

bila perut kenyang, hati pon manyak sukeee ini budak

baby room dia dh agak lame la..xsecantik jj br..tp atleast ade changing tables n nursing rooms jgak ye..n also water dispenser tuk buat susu..

so bg ibu2 or bakal2 ibu di luar sane, pesanan dr khidmat masyarakat..

nk bershopping bagai, pentingkan juga kebajikan anak anda..=)

bl anak senang hati, mak bapak juge gembira utk bershopping..

sekian, melaporkan..=P



::Pagi Yg Indah..Holaaaa::

morning blog..
wat a happy day!!=)
wake up with a thousand of smile..huhuhuuu
owh, i am feeding dhia right now, so dat i've got an idea to update a little bit 'bout dis lil' princess..

dhia seems 2 be a great sister since she looks independent doing her daily routine..means dat she eager to play with herself n her "mr.giraffe" or rather her own fingers..
so dat mama was easily doing her homechores=)
but it juz luckily happened when she's in her good mood..hohohohoooo..
dhia2..
kdg2 mama tgk dhia dh mcm bsr sgt syg..padahal dhia br je 4bln stgh dear..
tp kdg2 tu manjaaaaaa yg teramat la..smpi mama smbng dgn papa pon dia bantai jerit sbb xsmbng dgn dia..
wat a happy moment kan??
bl tgk ank membesar dpn mata sy, syg sgt berpuas hati..
dgn tgn ini mama jaga, besarkan dhia, dgn tgn ni jgk mama mandikan n belai manja dhia..
tp kdg2 tu dgn tgn ni jgak mama babab manja montot syg mama tu..
bkn sbb mama marah, tp sbb mama nk ajar dhia..mn yg btl n mn yg salah..

s'times, u cried in da middle of nite, so dat u can hv my attention..i know it syg..
dhia juz nangis sbb nk mama angkat dhia, suapkan susu pd dhia..
even kdg2 tu dhia hny mnm 1oz je susu yg mama buat..huhu..
syggg2..mama tau, sbb tu la lumrah hdp dhia skang..
nak kan perhatian..
perlukan belaian..
tp syg, syg kene tau yg papa n mama try jd yg terbaik tk dhia..
anything 4 u my dear syg..

..dah2!!xyah nk emosi2 pg2 ni sha oiii!!

owh, ape2 pon, sy sgt suke menjadi diri sy skang..
itu sbenarnye..even memegang title "surirumah-spenuh-masa", tp sy ttp berilmu..

sbb??

dada sy pnh dgn ilmu "rumahtangga" dan ilmu "keibubapaan"=)
so sy bangga jd dr sy..ape org nk kate, katelah..
asalkan sy jadi insan yg plg suami dan anak sy sayangi..

kenapa??

sbb sy yg jaga makan pakai mereka..
sbb sy yg tlg gembirakan mereka jika mereka perlukan sy..
dan sbb sy adalah ratu dlm hati mereka..

btl kan syg??ditujukan buat en.hubby n miss. dhia

ops..pjgnye melalut pg2 jumaat ni..
anyway, juz 2 let all of u know..siapapun kita,besar mana pon jawatan kita,sekerdil mana pon kita rasa diri kita, kita ttp hambaNya..
Allah tau apa yg Dia buat..
jgn persoalkan sgala apa yg diaturkan buat kita..
Dia lbh mengetahui..
percayalah..
yakin dgn Nya..jd yg terbaik tk dr kita dan insan yg kita sayangi..
insyaAllah..keberkatan milik kita..
even kdg2 diri ini pon bertanya dgn dugaan2 yg menimpa..
tp, langit mana yg selalunye cerah..xkan ada laut yg langsung xbergelora..
itu semua pepatah biasa..
persetankan saja..
yg ptg kita jd diri kita..kebahgiaan pasti dtg jua..

salam pg jumaat yg mulia=)

p/s: papa dhia asyik konon2 tny dhia.."dhia bl nk adk ni??"
      apakah??
      sabau ye papa!!kalau bran jom lahhh=D
      lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

mr.hubby mms-kan pic ini pd sy semasa km berjauhan..

sy di iph b'pntng, dia di mlaka..

wallpaper laptopnya pic wedding km..

n pic berpgg tgn tu dia buat jd penanda bukunya..

betapa dia rindukan sy kan??

=)

'terasa dr ini dihargai'

::GeLagAt Dhia AmaNi..::

jom layan mcm2 gelagat ank mama sorang nih..
dhia tau if org nk tngkp pic dia..
tgh nangis pon blh senyap..

dhia start menerap time dia 3bln..

agak cpt kn??tp time tu kpala cam blh angkt sket2 je..

pastu akn msk tgn seperti di atas ye..

cadar tu dh pnh dgn air liur dia=)

sofa opah

sofa mama

2 pics dhia ddk dgn paksa=)

blm blh ddk pon sbenarnye..but she manage tu do it la atleast kn??

hohooo..mama kijam!!

ini adalah tabiat ank dara ni..

main2 selak baju smpi nmpk prt n pusat..

senonoh kn ank sy??

sgt behave bl dibawa bershopping..

sejuk prt mama dhia ngandungkan dhia ek syg=P

nmpk x dhia buat lidah tersentil tu??

haaa..tu pn trademark dia..

nakal jek nmpk kn

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mama loves both of you la shayang2!!

muahhhhhhhhh222!!!

::Mood Swing..::

status : mood swing..
=(
dhia kerap meragam mlm lately..
dgn keadaan papanya yg sgt sebuk, sedikit menganggu emosi sy..
knapa bl nk pg br nk tdo dgn lena sygku??
hope dhia fhm perasaan mama dia..
mama pn nk rehat syg..
mama penat..
bkn nk mengeluh, tp kekadang mama dh puas b'sabar..

xpela..

harap kesabaran mama dihargai..
n dibalas Allah kelak..

jd ank yg baik ye syg..
jd peneman mama utk hilangkan penat mama..
jgn menangis..
dhia ade mama..mama akan main dgn dhia..
even smpi 2,3 pagi pon..
tp promise, dhia jgn nangis..

::FM vs EBM::

hi blog..
miss 2 jot s'thing 'bout "heart&feeling"..
n for 2day, i need 2 tell u bout my dreams n wishes dat been spurned by Allah=(..
but i know Allah, there's so many rainbows dat u'll b showering me then..
so, how hard it is, i'm still thanx 2 u, Allah..

it's all 'bout BREASTFEEDING..
i've been breastfeed dhia since she was born n alhamdulillah, she's manage for her healthy w'out failed..
dhia xkene dmm kuning n xpnh skt hgga ke saat ni *thanx Allah*..
but wat was frustrated me is......she's no longer prefering her mom's milk!!
why dear??is it because of me??or any other things dat may disturbing u for having my milk my dear dhia??

dhia freshly got her EBM juz till she was 2months old..
but she still look famished after having my milk=(..
xtau la ape sbenarnye yg m'buatkan dhia mcm tu..
nk kate xpuas, mama pny susu ms tu byk sgt..sampai bsh2 bj..*sedih bl pk*
tp xpe, sy berserah..
n end it up when everyone in da home keep pushing me 2 gave her FM..

dhia 1st FM till now

hati ibu mana yg x menangis kan??

b4 ni happy sgt dgr dhia burp bl kenyang mnm susu mama..

tp Allah lbh mengetahui apa yg t'baik tk kita..

sy terima..

starting from dat, i juz keep trying 2 gave her my milk, but she refused..

only got it for 'bout 2-3min n she already throw her tantrums after dat='(..

my strong mission was not end juz like dat..i keep on trying 4 giving her my milk by pumping..

thanx 4 my Annakku Breastpump..even it was not-an-expensive-ever-breastpump, but it help me a lot!!even for an ounce of milk=)

i filled dhia with my BM using bottle, how pity dat i was rite??

xdpt nk peluk, cium, rase hangat bdn dia dlm dakapan..

tp sy ttp bersyukur, Allah msh bg peluang tu pd kami..even dgn hny suapkan bottle pd dhia..

sekali lg Allah menguji dgn "kemewahan" air susu sy menjadi "miskin"..

my milk production was totally low n utk dptkan 4oz itu sgt mustahil..dpt bayangkan mcm mn luluhnya hati sy??

sblm ni, hny ambk ms sekitar 10-15min utk dptkan 4oz milk tk dhia..tp kali ni, dlm jangka masa itu, 1oz pon blm tentu dpt..

*msh memikirkan apa lg dugaan Allah pd ms tu*

hasil dr pencarian dan bacaan dr net, sy tahu..milk production sy sgt rndh disebabkan tiadanya rangsangan dari bayi..

kdg2, dgn hny "pumping", klg susu mngkn tdk kuat utk menghasilkan susu yg lbh berbanding rangsangan isapan dr bayi..

sedih kan??

tp skali lg sy redha..

 mcm2 mama cr info psl breastfeed dlm net..dan itulah rutin mama bl online dhia..

dan mcm2 jgak andaian mama pd ms tu..

at last, sy teruskan usaha mengambil pil utk m'byk n memekatkan susu..

mungkin jg dhia xpuas sbb susu sy cair..

n hasilnya agak memberangsangkan bl susu mkn pkt..

tp..

tp knape makin sedikit??

sy terkilan..dan hmpr b'pts asa..

sy xsalahkan ubat tu..dan sy xsalahkan Allah..

seme ni dugaan buat sy..

for those who really don't know how struggle dat i was for breastfed my baby, please don't argue why i am feeding her with formula milk..

please don't keep on blaming "br 4bln??np xbg susu bdn je??.."

please don't asking "btl ke dh cuba bagi tp dia xnk???"

please, please n pleaseeeeee

i am begging ALL of you..

because i've tried so HARD for giving da best for my baby..

dan sy akur, mmg kita merancang, tapi Allah yg menentukan..

sy bersyukur kerana Allah msh sayangkan sy..

Dia berikan kesihatan pd Dhia..

Dia berikan kebijaksanaan pd Dhia..

apa lg yg sy harapkan dr Maha Pencipta sy??

Sesungguhnya Allah, Kau Maha segalanya..

Thanx 4 chosing me Allah..

dan sy kembali gembira di saat ini..

Kau begitu sempurna..

::New TemPLaTe::

at last..it's happened!!huhu..
terimalah template br sy..
blog L.I.F.E sy dh berwajah br

=)